Personal Blog

So i know this happens to everyone how you sometimes just have so much on your mind and you just don't know how to deal with everything that is on your plate. But right now i just feel like there is so much going on in my head and i don't know how or what to do with it all. All the choices and decisons, how to deal with things, whats best for me, all that good stuff. How do we really even know if we are making the right choice. Don't you ever just want to test drive something before you make the real decision. But with the things that i'm dealing with right now, its really not possible. I will lay awake night after night debating what i should do. There is only a few people that really know what is going on in my life, but all those people that know what's going on really only know half of the story and not the whole truth. Why can't we just have a conversation with ourself? God, it's so hard to find the right person to tell everything to. And when you find that one person who knows everything, i always seem to find something that i have to hide from them. Being a teenager today seriously sucks. Ughhh.